It’s 1.21AM on a Sunday morning while I’m typing this away. Three days since I’m back home from my HKG trip. Also, n days since I last blogged genuinely (genuine=not advert).
Also, I’ve been getting lots of familiar questions over time. Sounded something like;
“Hey Rachel, do you still blog?”
“Ei, blog about your trips. I want to read!”
“Yeeing, please, bring your laptop over and blog!” (Yuki… :p)
These questions got so familiar and routine that I almost didn’t process the questions in my head, because all I’d say was (like an automated response);
“Uhm, I guess not.”
“I don’t have enough time.”
Why do I slowed down in blogging?
Maybe because I think I don’t have that perfect grammar for a quality blog post. Or because I think it takes a lot of time to process my pictures – resize, watermarks, colour adjust, etc.
But then I thought, these are obviously excuses. Perhaps, legit excuses. But what’s even more legit is this thing called Blogging Mojo. There's never a right time to blog. I mean, Blogging Mojo not a random term to say for fun. It is really true when you feel it. Like, this one, I was just getting ready to sleep, looked at myself in the mirror (need to remove makeup lol), and then chain of thoughts came into my mind. (*plays the movie “Inside Out”)
I still remember, someone once told me; “Rachel, you need to keep writing. Do something about it. There’s so much possibilities. If you love it, why stop?”
I mean, a lot of people tell me things like – oh I should continue blogging and all. But I can remember this man’s words more particularly. Because he is an entrepreneur. Yes. I take entrepreneur’s words more seriously because they are the people who believes in dreams and passion, and achieving something out of the norm. Just imo.
Anyway, time passes so fast and things happened in a blink of eye. I’m already 24?! Felt like I just turned 21 last night. I have so much stories to talk about. In the past, I can still read back my old blog posts and recall memories of where I came from, how I grew. (So, for the last 3 months of not blogging, it did felt a little like missing puzzle of my life. HAHA).
Well, thank God for an amazing 2015.
In 2015, I thank God for the opportunity to serve Him even more. Thank God for I grew up so well in His hands. Thank God for my loving family, amazing friends and new friends, and career. Thank God for I am now a little more capable than before. I have achieved most of my 2015 goals. One of my proudest moment was that I bought my fambam a trip to TPE. *selfpat lol.
So, it’s 2016. Goals? I have lots of goals. Things like, don’t skip breakfast. Be less perfectionist and less procrastination. Learn to cook better. Travel more. Be fitter, less bitchy, more optimistic, less judgmental, more savings. And etc.
And goals adjusts itself over time. But I know one’s path and principle should be constant. Just 3 things that I would like to learn more in 2016, things that I'm learning to overcome;
- To set my mind on things above, not on worldly things.
- To value relationships more than the matters that happened.
- To step up in spirit and in career.
Okay. Going to sleep. BYE!
P/S : I need to Travel-log! C’mon Rachel! (TPE, BKK, JPN, HKG)
P/S : I need to revamp my blog!
P/S : I need to revamp my blog!